Yesterday pushing Isaac on the swing and hearing him squeal with happiness for 5 minutes straight, took all my bad days and threw them right in the back seat. Naturally I am a very indecisive person, if you want an opinion I'm not such a good person to ask. It can take me forever just to figure out what to have for lunch, so long you could probably then consider it dinner, seriously. Also my feelings get hurt very easily and when they get hurt I usually hide them and try my hardest to just brush them off. This is not such a good thing, I can handle the indecisive thing but when I try and walk around bad things instead of face them head on it can get me in a lot of trouble. I have a lot to be thankful for and so much to live for and am still so young. Therefore living unhappy and just dealing with it is no longer an option, I can still be who I want as long as I work hard and I don't give in to feeling sorry for myself.
For the next few months I need to focus on what is important and for me that is Isaac, and for me to feel whole again. Spokane Ill be seeing you Monday along with my amazing family and beautiful friends. Hope everybody has a great weekend!