Oh hey, Monday!

Today was Monday, an average not out of the ordinary day. Pretty much did absolutely nothing except I did decide to take Isaac to a look out point here in Spokane to watch the sun setting. We threw on some cozy clothes and headed out. It was so nice just to sit in the car with Isaac on my lap just enjoying each others presence. The warm sun beaming down on us, windows down, music up. We did not have a care in the world. One of those beautiful moments that doesn't involve much but has such an impact on my heart. He thought it was pretty awesome "pretend driving" and I thought it was the cutest thing ever. Isaac is now one year old and as the days pass he continues to amaze me with everything he does. Here are a few snapshots I took with my phone of us and our scenery.

Happy First Birthday Isaac!

Have been quite the busy lady lately and there has not been enough time in the day for me to get on here. But I would like to share some Pictures from my sweet Isaac Paul's first birthday party. I decided on a simple mustache theme and made Isaac his very own coconut banana berry cake. I have had one of the best years of my life sharing it with this little boy and I can not wait to share many more!

Instagram and life lately.

I have been taking a break from this blog for the past couple days and taking care of some stuff going on in my life. I'm not one to put my relationship on blast on the Internet like some but I will say that I have moved back to Spokane which is about 6 hours away from Bellingham. Here all of my friends and family live and I am so happy to be able to be around them again. Being a stay at home mom in a city where you don't know anybody can be pretty tough. But I am also not one who likes to complain so I have been just holding my head high and taking baby steps to getting Isaac and my future back on track. We have found the most perfect one bedroom apartment with pretty hardwood floors and a small little retro like kitchen. My favorite part about it though is the cute park about two blocks away and that so many of my friends live in the same neighborhood! Being close to downtown is always a plus! We have not slept there yet and have been staying at my parents until I can get the place cleaned up and safe for Isaac. Also I have been searching for a part-time job which is also a new thing for me since I have not worked in a year and a half. I'm okay with it though, I think it will give me a sense of doing something for my own. Hope it works out. Right now I'm not exactly sure as to how things will  pan out, but I'm okay with that, I kind of like being able to live life without expectations because like people say if you don't expect things then you wont get hurt. Hope you all are enjoying life to the fullest!
Breana

Spokane.

Isaac is a smiling healthy happy boy and this could not make me more happy. If there is anything I would want it is for a smile to be upon this boys face. The past week has been pretty rough for me and I have been trying my best to stay positive, but I am human and sometimes we all have a breaking point, right?
Yesterday pushing Isaac on the swing and hearing him squeal with happiness for 5 minutes straight, took all my bad days and threw them right in the back seat. Naturally I am a very indecisive person, if you want an opinion I'm not such a good person to ask. It can take me forever just to figure out what to have for lunch, so long you could probably then consider it dinner, seriously. Also my feelings get hurt very easily and when they get hurt I usually hide them and try my hardest to just brush them off. This is not such a good thing, I can handle the indecisive thing but when I try and walk around bad things instead of face them head on it can get me in a lot of trouble. I have a lot to be thankful for and so much to live for and am still so young. Therefore living unhappy and just dealing with it is no longer an option, I can still be who I want as long as I work hard and I don't give in to feeling sorry for myself.
For the next few months I need to focus on what is important and for me that is Isaac, and for me to feel whole again. Spokane Ill be seeing you Monday along with my amazing family and beautiful friends. Hope everybody has a great weekend!
Breanna